SO shattered my eyelids r barely open!

I'm soooo fucking shattered all the time! It's really pissing me off now.
I would often have stages of fatigue and stages of energy each lasting a few weeks at a time.
But I have been in this state of fatigue for months now :-( some days not even having the mental energy to type an email or text.
All part of long term side effects of radiotherapy I spose!

STILL NO FUCKING HAIR it ain't gonna grow back now! (radiotherapy Feb 2012)

Some days I just feel like a useless scabby arse hole. This week is one of those days.

Also coming up to 6yrs (Dec 8th) I start thinking about it all at the this time of the year! But I just get on with it.

Thinking of you all....

Thinking of everyone who suffers!!
Suffers pain, whether it be in their body, heart or mind.
It's there with you every moment of every day. Some of us "get it" others not a clue!
Sending a thought to you all x

Just realised....

I haven't made a post since Oct 2013! WTF!! didn't realise it had been soooo long
Hey there my lovelies

HAPPY NEW YEAR (we hope)
The year to be happy
The year to be strong
The year to be loved
The year not to go wrong

Twat in a Hat (part 1)

Hair......Still the fucking same

Radiotherapy february 2012
These photo's March 2014
I think for sure this is now my permanent hair :-( ......mother fuckers

Just to let you know....

I fucking love Crisps :-)
.........and my favourite swear word is fucking ;-) ...really!! I hear u cry 'we never would of guessed' :-)

WOW it's all about the birthday's

I am currently planning Jamies 7th birthday party. I was diagnosed when he was 2 and I didn't think I'd get to see his first day at school.
Happy days :-)

Also I'm approaching another birthday soon. Instead of feeling depressed about getting older. I celebrate another year survived.

WE FECKIN DID IT!!! :-)

Wooooooo Whoooooooooo
And yes the rumours are true...I did sleep with my medal :-) why not eh!

I won't lie to you all.... It was fucking horrible, but we survived.
Did it in a great time. In my mind I wanted to do under 5hrs, We did it in 4.5hrs (Didn't wanna drag it out) Originally I thought it would probably take me about 6hrs to walk 13 miles. Well chuffed it didn't

I'm so proud of our team. It was not an easy challenge for any of us.
Louise my sister had sore, painful feet from start to finish. No complaints. Looked after the team and powered on. SO SO Sooooo proud of her. I would have cried and probably thrown a wobbly if it was me!

It was great to finally get home (6am) get my trainers & knickers off (freedom & air) and fall into bed.

Lee was are brilliant support crew. He had a bad cold and was frozen for most of the night. Lee walked with us when we needed him most, 4-7 miles & 10-13 miles defiantly "my hero".

Amazingly I have raised (with a lot of help from lee) £908.
I didn't even think I would reach my target of £200.

ALL MONEY RAISED GOES TO 'BRAIN TUMOUR RESEARCH'

I thought we may as well go for a round figure of £1000, can only hope!!
www.justgiving.com/janeshann

Donate if you can. Just click on the link above. It would be lush to be able to give BRAIN TUMOUR RESEARCH a whopping great £1000.
Cheers Guys x

Louise & Me

 WELL DONE TO our team LOUISE, ME, TERESA AND BECKY xxx