Day 30 of 30 LAST DAY

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The Fly

Just realised, It looks like someone has mistaken my head for a massive fly and gone a bit mad & fly swatter happy!!

Day 27 of 30

Head update. Not as sore now. How Trendy?? :-)

OMG just had a the shittiest couple days. Had to sleep through most of it! Not just tired shit, but oh my god they are actually poisoning me kinda shit. Also bit emotional. I had one of my fuck fuckedy fuck days, just thinking about 'what about after?' how shit our life situation is, how shit other people can be etc, I think the whole brother situation brought all of that on, oh and I saw someone from my 'old work' at the hospital. So all of the above was wrapped up in a little bundle present of shit. I prefer grapes, the seedless kind thanks.
I cried, Lee loved me better and then he made me some of his lush scrambled eggs on toast :-)
I'm lucky I have my close family to love me better & make me smile and laugh. My boys have been brilliant, me and lee are sooooo proud of Jamie.
Got a constant sicky feeling thing going on. I'm drinking about 6 bottles of water a day (you can't even tell I've weee'd it's so clear)
Prepare yourself for the next bit................
I've gone off T a bit, WHAT!!! gone from 10-15 cups a day to less than 5.......I know!!!
and wait for it...... chocolate as well. I have practically got a basket full of chocolate in my room.
Because of my sicky thing. I just wanna drink cold water, melon & grapes and plain food like toast, jackets, pasta etc. Then I read a thing on 'managing nausea through treatment' and that's what they said anyway. Water, cold foods & plain foods. I'm soooo brilliant :-)
Anyway enough of my gibber gabber. I feeling like i've got rid of that poo parcel present now.

Day 25 of 30 (Shitty day - no friends!!!!)

........At least I have my gorgeous lee :-)

Starting to feel really poorly now.

Day 23 of 30

Radiotherapy head!!


Random Stair Video!!!!

Day 22 of 30

I'm out!! my little day trip



YOU LOOKING AT MY AIR!?? (sic!)