I'm still here ........

.........Just :-)
Just in case anyone was thinking I had popped my clogs!!
Insensitive thing to say I know, but hey ho!

I think my posts are going to be short & sweet from now on. I don't have the energy to go on my computer and type long posts any more.
I spend a lot of my days tired and using all of my energy on getting through my day. Lots of my energy is focused on Jamie.
I think I pretty much got most of my shit off my chest in the first year or so anyway!!

It gets easier.......

.......does it really!?
The saying's are 'time is a great healer' 'it gets easier with time'

When people say to you 'it will get easier'
I don't think it gets easier, I think it just gets different.

The loss of a life, love, money what ever it is. It doesn't get easier, just different!!
I think that's what its become for me 'just different'